I can understand why people struggle to believe in God - as for me - I see God everywhere. His existence makes perfect sense to me.
As for evolution - a subject discussed many times on here!!!!
I have read soooo much on this subject - for and against. Still none the wiser - though some sort of creation event seems more logical. If you listen to the ramblings of someone like "book publisher Dawkins" he would have you convinced its a fact - but he ignores a heck of a lot of the evidence that does not support darwinian evolution.
Evolution has more holes in it than swiss cheese!
Dawkins is an atheist - so he is obviously going to promote a "non creation" origin.
Of course - God and Evolution can co-exist - it is not one or the other.